my secret hideaway...

Its past 4am and i couldnt sleep. Whats worse is the person beside me snores super loud. Argh!😩

Where art thou Peter pan? Take me to never never land.

I have been jobless for almost a month now, and because of that i busied myself by doing some household chores such as laundry, cleaning the room/house, learning how to cook, doing groceries, etc.

I must admit I had fun especially learning how to cook. (thanks to Youtube, Panand Google)

Until today. I woke up at noon, and decided to cook tofu and taugeh soup which by the way turned out really good. After cooking, me and my boyfriend had lunch together after which he decided to watch some movie.. and out of the blue he said while watching me standing infront of my bedroom door all sweaty from having the soup, and still on my pj’s.

“You look like a housewife.”

I was alarmed. Deep inside i was screaming, What?!? Did he mean it in a good or bad way? Whatever his intentions were, I hurriedly went to the shower.

It was like a wake up call. Yes, when I was younger i dreamt of becoming a housewife, staying home taking care of the house, husband and kids. But being told that i looked like one, I wasn’t ready. Maybe i just dont wanna see myself looking like any other housewives, like those who’ve forgotten to take care of themselves and which is one of the reasons as to why husbands cheat on them.

This serves as a wake up call for me. I need a job, asap!!! I dont wanna look like a plain housewife. noooo way!!! so much of being domesticated.